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the Zahir [Sep. 4th, 2006|05:10 pm]
[mood |lazylazy]
[music |All Good Things (Come To An End) - Nelly Furtado]

came back from the UK on thursday (last thursday) and i did a repeat of boxing day 04, brought back tons of sweets.
spent time mostly with family. love the baby. she's all cheeks and i want to bring her back with me.
spent time with j. "give it a few years" is what i was told. who knows. ha, soft spots. and here i was thinking it was just me and he thought nothing more. and i thought he was looking at his mum, not me. ha. who knows.
i like it there.
im glad i decided to go, even if it was just for a week. i needed that break.
im sitting next to the fan and its on and yet i drink hot tea.
classes start tomorrow. im kinda looking forward to it.
talked to z vone yesterday and maybe certain someone just isnt that into me. and i need to move on. his loss. not mine. he fucked up. he had the chance to make a move and didnt. too little too late. ya es hora de esconder del mundo el dolor bajo la piel cause it does sting. cause i know we had something and something could have been great but nothing will happen. and i deserve more than that. im worth so much more. i just want to feel appreciated and wanted and needed.
yo no voy a llorar por ti
i know i'll be ok, just now it sucks. i just hate that i seem to be constantly thinking about it. so i guess thats why im looking forward to school.