||[Oct. 2nd, 2006|12:23 am]
|||||me myself and i - beyonce||]|
i can't sleep
lately since i've taken the non instigator route and decided to do nothing. he's been messaging me, texting me, calling me more. oddly im surprised he picked up pace or whatever. but now i dont know what to think. im taking it as it goes, now its hard not to have any expectations. its hard to take it as it goes.
i wanted to call him or text him tonight. but i didnt.
im so fucked up